Bending Values

We belong to a generation where values are continually distorted. Many now try to compromise their "values system" by how they want the world to respond to them and their preferences. The so-called social norms are now placed at stake because people are driven to come up with their self-declared norms. And all these are done for the sake of making one the god that he or she wants to be recognized as.

I am a teacher and I believe that students should be given a chance to grow and be formed holistically so that in the future he has his own sense of direction. I will recall the time when I wanted to apprehend a group of students because of cheating. I was teaching these students how to create basic webpages. Out of my three years of teaching the subject matter, I could tell if a student has cheated or not. Well to cut the story short I was not able to apprehend nor correct the students because of so many reasons that pointed out to one ultimate truth - I was not able to teach these students the value of honesty because the school administration "feared" what parents might say. If you are an educator reading this, you might thinks it's crazy but yes it does happen.

Schools should be the place where students are taught enduring riches. Values are embedded through schools so that the child learns how to make every situation count. This should be a part of the student's learning curve so that he will be capable of becoming a great individual in a world where everything is being compromised for the sake of personal gain. That is the wealth a school can give its learners. Values are not just taught through plain words but through difficult moments that would serve as crossroads in determining what truly is right and erroneous. This should hold true for both the student and the educator. People who operate schools should realize this difficult reality; if not, then they should not even consider running one.

The Gifts of Being An Educator

It is not an easy task to be an educator. It comes with several things in the package. Difficult bosses. Difficult parents. Difficult students. Difficult situations. Name it, so many things can be considered "difficult" in the day to day undertaking of a teacher. What makes teaching so rewarding? Teaching feels rewarding when...

...students come back to you one day and they recall one of the lessons you have taught them.

...students thank you for something that you didn't actually think would have an impact on them.

...students recall simple gestures that wasn't really a big deal for you, but still they have grown up to appreciate it.

...one day you realize that your past students in high school are graduating from their tertiary classes and are soon to be part of the roster of professionals. Suddenly you get a feeling that you have given the world a contribution through the knowledge you have imparted on these professionals.

...you are given great mentors in the field. They make work easier because they have a great tendency of "lighting up the path."

...you get to pause for a moment and you get to laugh at jokes and pranks with your students.

...your immediate superior or principal appreciates the small things you do and you get to realize later on that those small things contribute to the "bigger scheme of things."

...you handle a set of primary students, you will start to feel that there is still a child inside you.

...you are challenged to be creative so that students don't end up snoring in your class, and suddenly you realize that you can be a stand-up comedian in the spur of a moment.

If teaching was NOT difficult, then there would be no avenue for us teachers to grow. As I grow in this industry called teaching, I know that my list will go on and it will get longer in time. For the moment, "that's all folks!"

Sanctifying Grace

It was Friday, March 12, 2010. I was an ambitious and challenged individual. Ambitious because I felt that my surrounding in Don Bosco Makati was no longer challenging. I was happpy and fulfilled in Don Bosco. I have been with the Salesian school system for a total of 8 years already, and I wanted a change in environment. Challenged because I knew I could do more. So it was that I was browsing through websites of different schools and I happened to find an opening for a part time faculty in a school that I perceived to be one out of the ordinary. It was called Singapore School Manila. So I grabbed the so-called opportunity and applied.

Monday, March 15, I received a call from the school asking me to come for an interview. Thursday, March 18, I came for demo teaching. Thursday, March 25, I signed my contract. Memories... memories... memories... I even asked my friends to pray for me to get the job... and here I saw the power of prayer.... hehehe... Well, as we say, the rest is history...

This school year has not been a good ride for me. It is the most dragging one. I would remember my walks from the MRT station to the school. When I reached the highway, and as I walked by the walls of the Paseo, people were scarce and it was the right place to start cursing just lo unleash the hard felt tension. March 31, 2011 was far from reach during that time. Hell, I didn't even want to finish my contract.

As the succeeding terms progressed, I only had one question in mind, "Dear Lord, why did you bring me to this blasted place?" I believed in my heart that God was a wise genius. Everything was brought to fruition according to his wisdom. And so I waited.

At this point, I would like to share with you some of my realizations and reflections on this school year that will soon come to pass...

I

God was actually teaching me to be patient. He placed me in what I could considered the lowliest and most degrading point as an educator and I could hear him tell me... "Look, things could be better or it could be worst. There are no perfect situations but we can make the most of what we have."

II

I consider myself a teacher who is very young in the profession and I know there is so much more to learn. In my earlier years of teaching I have always held on to my expectations. Expectations could make or break us. Ergo, don't have expectations. If something happens that is beyond your control, screw it - get over it. If something extremely good happens in the journey, consider it a bonus. There are other good things in life to see and ponder!

III

Happiness is essential to attain excellence. If you are happy with what you do, then the rest follows. Ergo, do the things you love to do in a place where you can be happy. Then, the rest will follow.

IV

Persistence. God only puts you in a place that He knows you can handle. As the atheist philosopher, Nietzsche, puts it: "What does not break you makes you stronger."

V

People. We are social beings who depend on others. I am thankful for the many wonderful people I've met in the process. At its great to have crossed roads.

VI

Smile. The place taught me to smile, to SMILE MORE. Tuwing pumapasok ako sa Primary Faculty room ng naka ngiti, ang parating lines ng mga teachers, "Siguro wala ka nanamang ginagawa!" Hindi naman sa walang ginagawa, I just needed to smile. It was one way of easing the tension from the so stressful environment. One of the paired-values taught to us Bosconians is "joy and optimism."

VII

Humility. God placed me in a situation that I could hardly control. And I guess it was training ground to see how I would manage without losing my strings... well, maybe not loosing my strings that much....

VIII

Finding God. A Bosconian confined with Bosconian practices. That was me before SSM. I took spirituality for granted. I took it for granted because it was just within reach. When I left, well, it made me appreciate my faith more because I learned to make Him part of everything. It led me to a spiritual sojourn. And of all the things that I would consider blessings fom a place where I expected this least to be, this happens to be the best.

This school year has been a year of grace.

As the Benedictine Fathers put it, "that in all things, God may be glorified."

I'm Back!!!

It has been months since I last blogged here. I wish to catch up.

I have been pretty busy with work in the past months and it hasn't been a joy ride.